Give me one good reason.....

Give me one good reason why I shouldnt go down the pub, get blind drunk and fuck the living daylights out of the first guy who takes my fancy.

Give me one good reason why I shouldnt get online and go find another Dom who I can see a little more often.

Give me one good reason why I am in sitting here crying over getting a stupid goddamn email.

Give me one good reason why I put all this effort into a D/s relationship in the first place.

Give me one good reason why I should even want the inner slut to come back

Give me one good reason why I cant tell Him what I need and have Him listen

Give me one good reason why I feel like I am the only one putting in any effort.

I see now why subs do things knowing full well they will displease their Master and get punished.

I could be the child who deliberately does what she is asked not to, just to get a little attention from her parent.

It is taking EVERYTHING I have in me not to do the one thing He asked me not to.

I am feeling spiteful and bitchy.

I want to feel like I am worth something...worth a little effort...worth a little time...worth a little inconvenience.

Give me one good reason why I do this.........

tears.....

Master is not happy with me

I dont like it

wish I had never said anything

I amend the I dont like it statement

I HATE IT

and I hate the fact that I cant hear His voice

I dont want to hear the anger and disappointment

His voice just makes me feel better

asshole.......

the dickwad is an asshole...no 2 ways about it

the first day this weekend I felt ok and he fucks it up

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

what I wouldnt give to have Master here to help me get rid of this anger and keep me occupied

home alone II..........

i shouldnt be left home alone....

i am tempted to do something stupid....

i am angry

i am horny

i am alone

there is no cure

untitled....

SAYS IT ALL REALLY...DOESNT IT??

motherfucker.....

I HATE my body sometimes.

MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!


why??????

FOR FUCKS SAKES.........