It has been no secret that I have had issues with orgasms in the past.
To put it bluntly... I didn't.
I did by myself..but never with a partner.
I do now.
Insert big cheesy grin
They require a little time and patience, but I do get there.
Do I have an orgasm every time Sir and I have sex??
There are times when He takes what He pleases (which I love) and vaginal sex is not something I can orgasm from.
I need direct clitoral stimulation.
Vibrator or tongue. Fingers don't seem to do the job since I got my clit hood pierced.
Last night was a first for me.
Some snuggling in bed after the kids were asleep turned into me getting my nipples pinched and pulled, which evolved into some violet wand play which left me wriggling on the bed like a fish out of water, which then turned into me getting oral sex.
It is not something I was ever really comfortable with before, but since I get orgasms...it is high up there on the favourites list now.
Sir has come to know my body and reactions very well...He knows exactly where to lick, suck and touch to get me to orgasm.
Last night however...things were a little different.
The norm for me is to ask permission before orgasm, which is something like
"Sir..please may I cum?"
To which I normally get a "Yes, you may"
Last night I got a "No you can't"
The sassy cheeky devil in my head said "What the fuck? You have GOT to be kidding. NO??"
The actual sound that came out was "Ohhhhhhhhh god"
Sir stopped licking that exact spot for all of about 30 seconds and went right back at it.
I asked again.
Again He said No.
And again, and again, and again.
By this point I wanted to cry. Part of me wanted to cum so bad it was hurting and the other part was wondering if I DID get permission, would I even be able to at this point?
I am damn sure He could hear the begging in my voice as I repeatedly asked permission, only to be denied.
He rose above me and began to fuck me, whispering in my ear that He owned my orgasms, and I was not allowed to cum until He said, telling me I was His dirty slut, pulling my hair back, hand at throat, all the things He knew would turn me on more and more.
Then He went back to licking me, getting me right back to where I had been on the edge for what seemed like an eternity.
I asked yet again, this time to finally be granted permission, but I had asked about 25 licks too soon, and it felt like I was never going to get over that edge.
Sir's knowledge of my body was on show as He felt me on the edge and pushed the button I needed pushed...sending me into space.
It went on and on and on and on and on until I wanted to cry from the exquisite pain I was in.
I then got fucked hard. Hard enough that I thought I would have trouble walking today.
I had my first lesson on Orgasm denial. I am not entirely sure I liked it, but I guess thats not the point is it?