Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Why can't I be normal???

There are some days I wish like fuck I was a normal girl.

That BDSM had never entered my life.

That my relationship was just like everyone else's.


Some days I am jealous of the vanilla's.

4 comments:

  1. Look at it this way. BDSM is normal for you. Vanilla isn't normal for you. Good luck.

    FD

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  2. I agree with FD. Vanilla might be "easier", but it's not you. You would be left feeling unfulfilled and unsatisfied. I know I was.

    Stay SINful
    Mr. AP

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  3. I have no intention of going 'vanilla' I do however, have moments of frustration about my submission.
    Usually those times where I feel a lack of control and I find myself pushing to find the boundaries.
    Its those times I hate..the knowing I am pushing but also knowing that I don't WANT to push.

    Thank you all for the hugs and encouragement though, it is greatly appreciated.

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