I have no intention of going 'vanilla' I do however, have moments of frustration about my submission. Usually those times where I feel a lack of control and I find myself pushing to find the boundaries. Its those times I hate..the knowing I am pushing but also knowing that I don't WANT to push.
Thank you all for the hugs and encouragement though, it is greatly appreciated.
sending hugs
ReplyDelete~faithful
Look at it this way. BDSM is normal for you. Vanilla isn't normal for you. Good luck.
ReplyDeleteFD
I agree with FD. Vanilla might be "easier", but it's not you. You would be left feeling unfulfilled and unsatisfied. I know I was.
ReplyDeleteStay SINful
Mr. AP
I have no intention of going 'vanilla' I do however, have moments of frustration about my submission.
ReplyDeleteUsually those times where I feel a lack of control and I find myself pushing to find the boundaries.
Its those times I hate..the knowing I am pushing but also knowing that I don't WANT to push.
Thank you all for the hugs and encouragement though, it is greatly appreciated.