frustrations....

I am frustrated.

About a lot of things.

Some days I cope just fine, others...they get the better of me, and other than the punching bag, here is the only place I can let it all out.

I am frustrated by my ex's complete and utter inability to communicate with me...even via text.

I am frustrated with people who wont give me answer to the damn questions I ask.

I am frustrated that men have an inability to tell me what they really think... HONESTLY.

Dont beat around the bush...give it to me straight!!!

Add a couple of feelings in there while you're going, I will understand it better then!!!.

Dont just say no...tell me why so I understand!!.


For fucks sake...

PLEASE STOP FRUSTRATING ME MORE

In all seriousness....

OK.

In all seriousness, I need to know something.

Am I disrespecting what Master and I had by continuing to post here, where if always felt like this was "our" place, "our" journey together, "our" troubles and "our" fun???

And does anyone really want to hear the crapola that comes out of my mouth, bearing in mind that I am not in a D/s relationship and have no intentions of entering one with someone new.

Actually, for that matter I cant even get vanilla sex, so I have no idea what it is I would actually blog about.

I want the truth...and lots of it please.

The comments I get will determine whether or not I resume posting here, or I start a new one.

I will blog again...its where that's the issue for me.

Missing things

I am really missing my blog :(

I have contemplated posting again, maybe here, maybe a new one.

All I know is, I have struggled without it.