Surprise visitors......

Molly, from Molly's Daily Kiss posted a comment on my Pussy Galore Post that she would also love any links to sex and periods posts, or if I was looking for inspiration again, I could blog about that.

I have an issue with sex and periods.....a BIG ONE.

HUGE even.

And its hardly the normal concerns most people have.

I am not icked out by blood....admittedly it's not on the favourite list, but it is also not a huge drama for me either.

I am different to most "normal" women.....and I say that knowing I am hardly one of a kind, or alone in my issues, but neither am I like most other women in my age group when it comes to periods and blood and sex and mess.

I have a condition called Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome.
I also have Endometriosis.
And you can add Irritable Bowel Syndrome to that list as well.

So while I look normal on the outside, the insides are a LOT screwed up in one form or another.

I am not a Doctor, nor a specialist in any of these conditions, and I suggest, if you wish to know more, that you research for yourself, ask your doctor, or feel free to comment on this post with a DO NOT PUBLISH line, and I will reply in private if you send through your email addy.

What it means for me on a daily basis is.....

I am on an oral birth control....this helps with some of the symptoms of both the PCOS and the Endo.
What is doesn't control is rapid weight gain/loss, acne, excessive hair growth and constant pain.

What it does do is remove the monthly period that most women get, the one where a lot of those women tell their partners, that "its that time of the month" so "keep your hands to yourself."

I do get the occasional breakthrough bleeding, and I am sure Karma has it in for me...guaranteed when it happens, it's when Master is on His way.... or we have set aside time for a play date. The only positive about this kind of bleeding is that it is usually light, and over in 24 hours.

This post was actually published about 45 minutes before Master was to arrive on my doorstep.
He was en-route to my home, and uncontactable.
I got my period....or breakthrough bleeding rather.
I had no way to warn Him, and this was our second ever session, and I was as nervous as all hell even BEFORE I started bleeding!

I panicked. BIG TIME

I was supposed to be ready, kneeling, waiting, dressed.
What I WAS, was half dressed, no shoes, smoking, nearly vomiting with nerves, and running around the house in a flap.

I rushed out the back door, and nearly bowled Master over...I had been that nervous I didn't hear Him arrive.

I stood there, shocked silent, and looked at my feet, knowing before I even opened my mouth that I had just disappointed Him in a spectacularly non awesome way.
I stammered, blushed and choked out an explanation as to why I wasn't ready, then bolted back inside to do what I should have had already done.

Never in my whole entire life have I had a discussion as frank as Master and I had that day with any male besides my Doctor. He was very matter-of-fact about the whole thing, and then set about proving to me that He has no issue with whether or not I am bleeding, blood does little to interfere with me pleasing Him, nor does it effect how He feels about me and my body. Knowing I wasn't grossing Him out was my biggest concern, it wasn't something we had discussed as it shouldn't have been an issue that day. (damn karma)

I am fortunate with the LDR in that, I do occasionally have to give my body a break from the constant oral Birth Control, about 2-3 times a year, I stop taking it, and have the "normal"  monthly bleed that most women have, and being LDR, I can time these happening for when I know I won't see Master in person.
And bleeding doesn't much effect online, phone and other contact.

The LDR also lets me hide the effects of having one of those rare breaks off the pill.
Breakthrough bleeding is something Master has no issue with, and I know He would be ok with a "normal" period also.....what happens to me is FAR from either of these, and I know that would put an end to any playing while I was bleeding.

"if I was normal" I know I would not get away with using the excuse "it's that time of the month" and nor would I want it too....... on the rare breakthrough bleeding times, I am turned into a wild woman who can't get enough...saying No to Him would never occur to me.


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polycystic_ovary_syndrome

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Endometriosis

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Irritable_bowel_syndrome

These are only wiki links, I do not guarantee they are 100% accurate, and should not be used for a self diagnosis....what they will do, is guide you through the diseases and give you a small overview if you do not already know what they are or the symptoms they present.

I am VERY HAPPY to blog again on this topic if someone has specific questions about ME and MY symptoms. I cannot speak for others, and I know a lot of the symptoms I have, can be more intense, or hardly there compared to other people I know with the same diseases.

This is not a blog I am posting to get sympathy, I do not need it, I don't have a terminal illness, and what I DO have, I have lived with and maintained for over 20 years.

What it IS, is a post to show that your body may be screwed up, diseased, torn, broken or even bleeding, but its still beautiful.....It is YOU, and everyone is individual and special in their own way.

Sorry Molly, it's not the sex and period post that I am sure you were expecting.