If I hadn't asked to be released, I would have missed out on so many wonderful things over the last few weeks.
I have met some wonderful kinky people, away from this damn computer.
I have been to two events... Yes _sg TWO events!!!
I have made new friends both online, and in real life.
People who now, I can see will discuss bondage and kinky sex with me even when we are too old to actually be able to do it.
I have had a wonderful month or so...kink wise.
And yet??
I wish I could have done all this while I was still collared, still HIS.
I cannot regret asking to be released, that would mean I would have never posted that personal ad, never had comments and messages from people I can now call friends, never had an invite for coffee, which led to an event, which led to more friends, and another event, and probably more to come.
But I wish there had been a way to be able to have my cake and eat it too.
The silver lining. Sometimes it just doesn't come without the cloud. :)
ReplyDeleteIf we got everything we wanted then we wouldn't appreciate what we have.
ReplyDeleteGlad you are having fun! :)
I'm very proud of you. It will get easier every day, I promise. And you WILL find the one that can give you everything you deserve.
ReplyDeleteLove you,
sg