oh god am I nervous..........
I think I need to throw up.
tomorrow is the first time Master and I will play...a session if you will call it that.......
we had a big chat today....I dont think we have chatted like that since I submitted to Him....
the chat made me feel less nervous about tomorrow...thank god
some of the things He said to me, made me realise that He actually DOES want me....
I had a task over the weekend.....it changed His plans for me tomorrow...but in a silly way,He has only made me more comfortable with it.... I wonder if He knew this when He changed His idea about what He wanted.... I dont know, and I guess am not likely to ever know.......
all I know is...I wanna throw up....
ROFL!!! Sorry....couldnt help it. You know Im here holding the 'friendly' bucket if need be. love ya :)))) xo
ReplyDeleteyou wont be laughing so much when I have you on skype in the morning checking my PIGTAILS are straight!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteLol...oh yes I so will be!!! Please do!! btw...it's PIGGYTAILS :P
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