I am not even going to attempt to say the last 7 days have been the best
or even remotely close to the best of my BDSM journey so far.
and I know that today wasnt supposed to be the end of the week I asked for
Thanks to Sarah...I finally got the feelings out...even if they werent my own words.
I did the same with a post from _sub_girl in the beginning
some days the words flow off the fingers...other times...Im stuck
thanks to these 2 wonderful ladies and my bestie Dot...I have a clear head...finally
Master and I talked a lot of the day today
I am a LOT clearer after chatting to him..I needed to make sure he understood
The pic above is how I feel today
my hands are tied....but with a ribbon..in a bow
not in a bad way....quite the opposite
that pic makes me feel calm...I FEEL calm
as Master put it.... I have clarity
so thank you to all.......where would we be without friends??
oh!! and I have tasks again...YAY..I have kinda missed em...but shhhhh ;)
I'm so happy for you!!! I too am missing my assignments as I have not had any in a while due to circumstances out of Master's control. I also wanted to say thank you to YOU! I have decided to start blogging again because of you. I write and journal daily but I never put those words into public forums out of fear. You have removed that fear. I now realize by helping you I might miss out on helping others as well as starting new friendships with others in similar situations. So as I upload multiple journal entries today, I think of you and smile...
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