its all fucked up....

it makes me feel like a child to whinge

I got my first email that wasn't signed "Master"

I didn't like that feeling at all

I hated being called girl to begin with

I got used to it

this email began "Hey there"

I miss "girl"

I miss "my girl" even more

I want to get on my knees and beg forgiveness for being an idiot

but I know I need to get my fucked up head in order

I need someone to tell me to pull my head in