my best friend....who I met online over a year ago, has gone offline due to RL stuff.
as you can probably guess...we live in different countries, so online is our only contact.
occasionally we text...I know I can call her on the phone.
its not the point.
we talked most days
we shared secrets
she knows about Master...she knows how I feel about Him, how He makes me feel, she supported me on my journey when others didnt/couldnt/wouldnt.
now shes offline, and I am in tears....very selfish on my behalf, which makes me feel worse.
I love her dearly...and I told her all the time, so I hope she remembers while she is gone.
I dont know what I will do without her words of wisdom, she always knew when I was hiding something, if I hadnt told the whole truth, she would front me on it, call me out so to speak, she would make me admit how I honestly felt, but at the same time remind me to do whats best for ME...no one else, just ME.
I am a little scared that without her to run to, that I will fall in a big heap, but I also know I can do this without her...its my preference NOT TO.
if you click above...you can see her final goodbye to me...which made me cry, but smile at the same time.
I may not be your 'best' friend... but I am your friend, nonetheless. I am here if you need, don't be shy about reaching out. My email is available on my blog, feel free to reach out anytime.
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sg
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ReplyDeletethank you sg...means a lot to hear that, I think we need a coffee and wine date at some point in the not too distant future